author’s note: this article has generated some informative discussion! The following have all been recommended as reliable websites delivering legit drugs.aidaccess.org
alldaychemist.com
daynighthealthcare247.com
Prices and shipping times seem to vary a LOT and are subject to change – please read the comments to learn about others’ experiences with these companies. The websites listed above may be now more reliable than www.privatedrugstore.eu — some commentors have indicated that since I posted this (Nov 2012), reliability has decreased.]
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— this organization maintains a report card that rates sites for service and tests products for authenticity.Nope, I’m not even kidding — www.privatedrugstore.eu has totally made my YEAR. The only downside is that I had to wait a MONTH for it to arrive, which had me on tenterhooks. Which is why I’m saying, stock up now, even if you aren’t pregnant, for every modern, empowered lady should have it in her medicine cabinet, for herself or a friend in need. The earlier you take it, the better, for you can achieve success with lower dosages and subsequently lesser side effects (google some mifeprex/misoprostol studies to see what I’m talking about) and the longer you wait, the statistically lower your chances of complete abortion become (which means you’d have to go to a clinic anyway to finish, if you only get it partially).
Doing things the “normal” way, and why I think it sucks
Now, the typical, recommended, approved, tested, documented blahblahblah method of chemical abortion in the United States is this: you go to a clinic, or your ob gyn, explain to them you’re pregnant and you don’t want a baby, and then they administer between 200mg – 600mg Mifeprex to block progesterone and “loosen” the uterine lining, then 800mg Misoprostol 12-72 hrs later to induce the contractions to get things “flowing” as it were. Then they bill you for $500. Or maybe you have to pay it upfront, depending on where you’re going. I have a FEW problems with this process:
1. Cost. WTF.
$500, are you NUTS? I’ve got a mortgage and a kid to take care of. I can only think of about a billion things I would much rather put that money towards. I don’t need financial stress on top of the crappy feeling that I screwed up and accidentally got pregnant. At the particular online pharmacy I bought from they even sell a combo package — you get the SAME thing that they administer at the clinics for $500, for $45. If you’re super broke, skip the Mifeprex, cuz you can even buy TWENTY 200mg Misoprostols for $27 (That’s 5 abortions). Ideally the regimen is started with Mifeprex, but I have managed to successfully terminate with a single Misoprostol when I caught it very early on, I think my period was about a week late at the time. If you’re super-early, one Mifeprex alone might work but it’s a bit riskier, because the thing you ultimately want is for the placenta to detach from the uterine wall, and if you’re more than just a couple weeks along, just blocking progesterone for a few days may not be enough – you need those contractions, which is what the Misoprostol does.
2. Privacy and simplicity, or lack there of.
I can go into a drugstore and take care of a yeast infection without explaining the gory details to anyone, why the heck can’t I do the same if I discover my period is late? I have no problem whatsoever with anyone terminating a pregnancy, but something I totally hate about American culture is either the feigned look of empathetic pity you get from people that have never been through it, or on the more extreme end I have heard of judgmental gynecologists insulting their patients’ lifestyle. Or yet worse, if you’re in a red state, you might not find a place to serve you at all.
3. Time.
I hold a full-time job at a technology firm, take care of my baby daughter, make time for my partner (her daddy), play 3 sports, and pursue my artwork on the side. And occasionally like to have a social life. Why should I have to schedule appointments at a providers convenience instead of just buying what I need over the counter or online? Not to mention, they usually make you wait until you’re 6 weeks along – so you get to be all stressed out about it for a while instead of taking care of it immediately.
4. Dosage.
This is an interesting one. After the time I took just one Misoprostol when a week late, I had come to the conclusion that they REALLY overdo it — that the 800 mg of Misoprostol was responsible for causing contractions so intense you feel like you’re giving BIRTH, and that the same could be accomplished with much less. However this time around, I’m led to believe it’s the Mifeprex + Misoprostol combo in the system that is responsible for vomiting, diarrhea and knee-buckling contractions. Even so, I think they over-prescribe the Mifeprex. One 200 mg Mifeprex is likely to make you a little dizzy, a little nauseous for a few days, but not enough to need to take time off work (for me anyway), and it’s enough to get you bleeding by day 2 or 3. I’ve read “official” recommendations that state 400-600 mg taken all at once. Ugh. I don’t know what that does, but I don’t imagine it’s pleasant.
My Recent Experience
So here’s the whole saga from start to finish. I’m going to mark it by LMP (Last Menstrual Period). So week 4 is when I was expecting my period. Week 5 is when I realized “oh shit, I’m a week late.”
Week 5 – 6
Having clearly miscalculated ovulation due to some post-baby irregularity and neglecting to take my usual herbal precautions due to being busy to an insane degree, I found myself a few days *late.* I got a test from the drugstore, and lo, there appeared the faint line confirming my worries. Crap. For a week I went with neem suppositories and ingesting massive amounts of Cotton Root bark, none of which, did a damn thing. That’s when I started looking around online and reading up on “illegal” pharmacies. I found one forum where commentators discussed online pharmacy ratings (I think stuff like pharmacyreviewer.com or pharmacychecker.com or something but I can’t remember), One person questioned the low rating of a pharmacy he had bought from numerous times with positive experiences. The discussion meandered into the “why” behind the low ratings, and some suggested that large “legitimate” pharmaceutical companies purposely do this to try to undermine competition from companies selling the same drugs for a fraction of the price. Huh. So I followed one commentators link to privatedrugstore.eu, found what I wanted, hesitated, pondered, worried I was going to be the victim of credit card fraud, or that it might not work, and a hundred other unpleasant scenarios, before I finally purchased 1 pill of Mifeprex. Why just one Mifeprex? Well, after one of my chemical abortions under the supervision of an RPA, I had started bleeding on day 3 after taking the initial Mifeprex, but before I had taken the Misoprostol. My hypothesis was that ALL I needed to do was block progesterone, and poof, the pregnancy would be weakened enough to leave my body without inducing contractions. So OK, I was wrong, so for chrissake, don’t do this.
Week 6 – 10
My order was placed, all I had to do was breath deeply and wait. This is easier said than done. Especially when the first trimester is making you tired and hungry but you’re keeping it to yourself instead of beaming and exclaiming to everyone that you’re pregnant while demanding their subway seat, or pork chop, or chocolate cake, etc. This can be lonely and stressful unless you have someone close to share it with. Week 10 – 13
So the Mifeprex finally arrives. Whew. I was able to track it online, but there was about a week delay due to extreme weather conditions affecting the post office. It came in a small padded envelope, there was a postage stamp from Singapore, and nothing on the outside indicating what it actually was. The pills were in a foil blister pack like the image at the beginning of this post. I swallowed it, and around 24 hours later, started to bleed. Hallelujah. However, it didn’t continue. By 48 hours after I had taken it, the bleeding had slowed and then stopped. I got online to see what this means in the context of a miscarriage and found out it’s medical definition is “threatened miscarriage,” that it happens with some frequency, and as long as the fetal heart-rate remains strong and the placenta is intact, the pregnancy will in all likelihood continue. *sigh.* So I did a little more research, because the Mifeprex is expensive, and I was starting to get worried that I had missed the window to terminate with a non-invasive method. I REALLY did not want to go into a clinic and have my insides vacuumed out. I found an inspiring medical abstract that encouraged me to place another order, this time for Misoprostol only – 20 x 200mg pills. Here’s the text below:
Multiple-dose vaginal Misoprostol and single-dose misoprostol plus oxytocin for termination of second-trimester pregnancy.
Zangeneh M, Malek-Khosravi S, Veisi F, Rezavand N, Rezaee M, Rajatee M.
Source: High Risk Pregnancy Research Center, Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology, Imam Reza Hospital, Kermanshah University of Medical Science, Kermanshah, Iran. mzangene.59710@yahoo.com
Abstract
OBJECTIVE:
To compare 2 different methods-multiple doses of misoprostol and a combination of misoprostol and oxytocin-for termination of pregnancy in the second trimester.
METHODS:
Between 2006 and 2008, 120 women undergoing termination of second-trimester pregnancy in 2 hospitals in Kermanshah, Iran, were enrolled in a randomized trial comparing 2 treatments. In each treatment group, an initial vaginal dose of 600 μg of misoprostol was placed in the posterior fornix. After 6 hours, an intravenous infusion of concentrated oxytocin was given to women in group A, and 400 μg of vaginal misoprostol was given every 6 hours to women group B, up to a maximum of 4 doses. The outcomes were compared via χ(2) and independent t tests.
RESULTS:
Within 30 hours, 96.7% of women in group A and 96.7% of women in group B delivered successfully. The average duration between induction and delivery time was 12.3±6.0 hours in group A and 12.1±6.0 hours in group B (P>0.05).
CONCLUSION:
The use of misoprostol with oxytocin, and multiple doses of misoprostol gave similar results for termination of pregnancy in the second trimester.
Copyright © 2012 International Federation of Gynecology and Obstetrics. Published by Elsevier Ireland Ltd. All rights reserved.
PMID: 22261129 [PubMed – indexed for MEDLINE]
Zangeneh M, Malek-Khosravi S, Veisi F, Rezavand N, Rezaee M, Rajatee M.
Source: High Risk Pregnancy Research Center, Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology, Imam Reza Hospital, Kermanshah University of Medical Science, Kermanshah, Iran. mzangene.59710@yahoo.com
Abstract
OBJECTIVE:
To compare 2 different methods-multiple doses of misoprostol and a combination of misoprostol and oxytocin-for termination of pregnancy in the second trimester.
METHODS:
Between 2006 and 2008, 120 women undergoing termination of second-trimester pregnancy in 2 hospitals in Kermanshah, Iran, were enrolled in a randomized trial comparing 2 treatments. In each treatment group, an initial vaginal dose of 600 μg of misoprostol was placed in the posterior fornix. After 6 hours, an intravenous infusion of concentrated oxytocin was given to women in group A, and 400 μg of vaginal misoprostol was given every 6 hours to women group B, up to a maximum of 4 doses. The outcomes were compared via χ(2) and independent t tests.
RESULTS:
Within 30 hours, 96.7% of women in group A and 96.7% of women in group B delivered successfully. The average duration between induction and delivery time was 12.3±6.0 hours in group A and 12.1±6.0 hours in group B (P>0.05).
CONCLUSION:
The use of misoprostol with oxytocin, and multiple doses of misoprostol gave similar results for termination of pregnancy in the second trimester.
Copyright © 2012 International Federation of Gynecology and Obstetrics. Published by Elsevier Ireland Ltd. All rights reserved.
PMID: 22261129 [PubMed – indexed for MEDLINE]
Week 13
So this time it only took 2 weeks to arrive. From what I read from the forums on offshore pharmacies, is a little more normal than one month. By this time I was starting to gain a little weight and my breasts were getting bigger. This is no fun – I urge you not to wait so long if you’re going to terminate, seriously.
Photo of what I received – labeled, dated blister packs. Regardless of where you order from, I think if it’s not sealed, accurately labeled and stamped with an expiration date, I probably wouldn’t trust it.
The night they arrived I decided I would take 2 pills (200mg each) vaginally before going to bed, instead of 4, as I had done under the supervision of medical professionals previously. Why? I was afraid of the pain and vomiting and diarrhea I had experienced when doing things the proper, clinic-approved way, with Mifeprex followed by 4x 200mg pills of Misoprostol; I thought this unpleasantry could be avoided with a lower dosage. It took about 3 hours before I felt pressure in my lower back, like a heavy period. I began to bleed. The next morning I awoke, was still bleeding, but hadn’t seen any evidence of a fetus or placenta, so I knew I was still pregnant. The bleeding continued, but subsided somewhat throughout the day. So the next night, I decided to do the same, with 3 pills inserted vaginally instead of 2. Again, similar results – after about 3 hours I had some lower back pressure, like a period, also accompanied by some minor chills but nothing crazy. I followed it up with 2 more pills, I’m not sure how many hours later, but I’m assuming around 4 since the chills had subsided and I was presumably past the ‘peak’ amount of medicine in my system. The following day I continued to bleed some, but again, the products of conception were not expelled. So the third night, I decided to do 4 pills. I felt some back pressure, bleeding, and at one point a few chills but nothing too intense. The next morning, I started feeling some very heavy cramping, not unlike labor pains. I breathed heavily and bent forward to ease myself through it. I was in the bathroom standing at the vanity when suddenly my pants became soaked in a clear fluid. My water had broken. I got onto the toilet, and a moment later everything came out – blood, lining, placenta, and a fetus about 4-5 cm long. I fished it out of the toilet to examine it and put it in a glass container. Later on I wrapped it in a flower bloom, said I was sorry, and buried it at the base of one of my plants. This is another reason I recommend not waiting so long to terminate — a well-developed fetus is not really something you want to look at, unless you are super relaxed and emotionally settled about this sort of stuff. Very early on, it’s a tiny blob, but it gets to look more and more like a little person the longer you wait. Nothing in the world could have outweighed my RELIEF that I was not going to have another baby, but all the same, it’s kind of icky, even if you’re a freak like me and totally fascinated by that shit.
Conclusions and recommendations
This experience taught me a few really important things, which I will pass on here. I’d also like to point out that I have no medical certification of any kind, and according to most rational people, have absolutely no business giving out medical advice. Now that that’s out of the way:
1. There DO exist offshore, illegal pharmacies, selling legitimate drugs. How you decide to trust one, well, that’s tricky. I threw caution to the wind and just decided to trust that it would arrive, that I wouldn’t be overcharged or have my identity stolen, that it was the correct drug within it’s expiration date, and that everything would be OK. Is this how all of them operate? I doubt it. All I can recommend is this one particular website I used – privatedrugstore, providing it is owned and operated by the same people that are doing it as I write this. I’ve included a screenshot of the site I bought from below for reference, in case it closes or the domain name gets bought by someone else.
2. Expect 2-3 weeks for shipping, and longer if extreme weather conditions or other disasters delay the post office.
3. Mifeprex is not necessary at all. In fact, FUCK Mifeprex. Without the Mifeprex, you can rest assured the process will be pretty mild. Mifeprex alone is responsible for a bit of queasiness. Mifeprex & Misoprostol in the body together equals a couple of miserable hours doubled over in pain, vomiting up bile, and chills up and down your whole body even with 5 blankets on top of you. With Misoprostol alone, it’s like a heavy period; the most intense part will be the cramps a few hours or a day after you take the pills, when your cervix starts to open up to let the products of conception pass. This is the not fun part, so be sure not to be at work or school when it happens – do this stuff on a weekend. And if you’re trying to hide this from your parents or whomever, make sure you can get the bathroom to yourself.
*EDIT* July 2019 Ok so I wrote the above based on MY experience, but that’s not necessarily going to be YOUR experience. The efficacy rate for Misoprostol alone is 85%. The efficacy rate for the MTP kit is 95%. There is research on successful termination with Mifeprex alone, albeit limited, but it would appear that blocking progesterone alone for a few days can be a much gentler experience than inducing contractions. Side effects will vary. I think a prudent approach when ordering offshore is to order 1 Mifeprex and a dozen Misoprostol. Try out the Misoprostol alone, and you have a high chance of success. If it doesn’t work, then have another go, starting with the Mifeprex followed by the Misoprostol.
4. If you can afford it, order a little more than you think is necessary. Ordering just the Mifeprex and no Misoprostol, in retrospect, was a dumbass thing for me to do. And even with the Misoprostol, maybe because I was goofing around with dosage, or maybe because I was over 12 weeks along, I ended up using 11 pills in total. 4 x 200mg pills following a progesterone-blocker is generally recommended for up to 9 weeks LMP. So there’s a few factors to consider – it’s very hard to say in this case that it was specifically the 4 pills on the last night that resulted in success, OR if it was the multiple attempts across 3 nights that did it. When using herbs (for anything – a cold, a bacterial infection, whatever), slow and steady usually wins the race, e.g., you don’t generally take one dose and BAM, expect results, that’s a more recent phenomenon of modern medicine & technology. In any case, it’s comforting to know there’s extra if your first attempt doesn’t work. I also still have 9 pills in my drawer, for a rainy day.5. Dosage… If I was to do it all over again, here’s how I would approach the important issue of DOSAGE: 4x 200mg pills vaginally of Misoprostol, each night upon going to bed, until the products of conception are expelled. This is mainly for convenience — if you lead a busy life, night time is probably the only opportunity you have to be prostrate for several hours. I’ve also received the recommendation to do it early in the morning – set your alarm for 5:00 am, insert the pills, and things will get going by the time it’s just getting light out — which can be a much less scary time than the night to try something out when you don’t know precisely what the outcome will be.
*EDIT* July 2019 Since corresponding with so many women about their experiences, I’m changing my stance on this. These medicines affect every woman differently, and there IS NO one-size-fits-all approach. You might be successful with the MTP kit, with Misoprostol alone (2-12 200mg pills), or with Mifeprex alone (400-600mcg in 2-4 doses over a couple days). Or you might not — you might have to tinker a bit and take some of this and then some of that over the course of a few days. Hell, you can terminate successfully in one way, and do the same thing a year later, and the stuff DOESN’T feel/work the same! When I originally wrote this, I still believed it was preferable to terminate a pregnancy under the supervision of a healthcare professional, but not anymore. I believe each woman has to have the freedom to play around with the pills, listen to her body, and make adjustments accordingly, and this is the path to a 100% efficacy for medical abortion. Doctors are severely limited in what they prescribe. BTW, would you say the healthcare industry, including the doctors and researchers publishing papers, is a female-dominated industry? Nope. Buncha old sexist white dudes driving that wagon. So why are we asking them to tell us how our bodies work or for permission to figure it out? Blow me.
6. Open a new email accountto make your order, because once they have your email address, prepare to get SPAMMED with offers from other online pharmacies.
7. Schedule an appointment with an ob-gyn for a pelvic exam, after you believe all the products of conception have passed, to ensure the process has completed. If you experience heavy cramping after you believe everything has passed, you might have a uterine infection, and you should go to urgent care to be prescribed some antibiotics. Lie and say you had a miscarriage. Once you’ve been bleeding for a few days there won’t be any evidence of the stuff in your vagina or your system.
A few words on the whole damn subject
It seems to me that the FDA is making what COULD be an easy, private, inexpensive process, a royal pain in the neck. Why? Maybe to cover their butts from getting sued, in case you aren’t administered enough, and you have to go in for a surgical abortion if it doesn’t work. Either that, or its some Republican conspiracy to make pregnancy termination so incredibly unpleasant that you’re more likely to go through with the pregnancy, because god only knows, what this planet needs is more PEOPLE. I HAVE read that more than one key person has resigned from the FDA over the decision to stall Mifeprex’s over-the-counter availability – because they felt it was for political reasons and NOT grounded in health facts.
I think a common question this raises in most of our minds is “well, SHOULD it be so easy?” For many, the idea of a new life hangs in the balance, and some inner voice suggests it’s immoral for women to repeatedly seek abortions. To a woman that does not want a baby, I think the point of sperm meeting egg, or the point of a zygote implanting in the uterine wall holds little significance. I think many take desperate measures, when simple ones are not available. If there is zero detriment to the health of the woman in question, if it is inexpensive and doesn’t take her out of work — well… is it such a bad thing? I’ve read about Sylphium in ancient Cyrene, that physicians recommended it once a month for “preventing anything from forming, and eliminating anything that might be there.” Granted, ancient times were considerably more brutal than modern civilized ones, but in this one aspect – the lack of public scrutiny and controversy of women’s handling of their fertility, I cannot come up with a logical argument against it.
I know one day I may have to answer these questions for my daughter. And I know that it’s possible that one day, when she is a teenager, she’ll come home to tell me she’s pregnant and not ready to take the step of being a parent. If that happens, I want to be able to offer her an easy, simple, shameless and inexpensive solution. On the other hand, I don’t want to encourage her to go out having lots of unprotected sex, or to ignore holistic preventative birth control and the workings of her cycle because it’s just so easy to pop a pill. I want her to treat her body and temple with care and deliberation, and never to be at war with it, or at the mercy of it’s hormones or maladies, or to believe that it’s something to be controlled only with the help of big pharma.
Another important point of consideration, is the zero benefit + great detriment of unplanned pregnancies on the whole. I have seen instances in my own social circles, where slower child development *appeared* to correlate with mom not knowing that she was pregnant for the first few months. Like every mom, I watch my child’s development with care and concern. Even knowing from the moment her daddy and I decided to try and make a baby, even with taking all the precautions and supplements from the moment i thought she might be in my tummy, and pouring over countless books and forums about what I could do to help her growing little body and brain, I still worry. I still fret over details. I am relieved when I read that she’s on schedule with crawling, babbling, each new tooth that comes in and each new facial expression she gives me. Maybe it’s silly, but everyone with a kid knows what I’m talking about. It’s hard not to judge yourself, when you judge the progress of your little one.
This is not to say slower development is mom’s *fault*. It is the world we live in. Perhaps there was a time when not knowing one was pregnant for the first month or two had little impact on the health of the child eventually born. But these days, what with mass-produced food so lacking in nutritional value that one NEEDS supplements throughout pregnancy, what with lifestyles abounding with fast-food, alcohol and radiation, what with statistical evidence that fasting/dieting during the first critical months creates spikes in birth defects 9 months later, my opinion is that each pregnancy SHOULD be planned and nurtured. This doesn’t even touch on the implications of a social structure that leaves individuals with little to nothing in the way of social protections if they aren’t blessed with the luck of the marketplace. A woman knows when it’s a good time to have a baby, and when it’s not. And this is of greatest consequence to the ultimate health and happiness of our society, and planet.
I had ordered from ADC but it seems to be taking a while i just want to have extra in case it doesnt pan out. Would really really appreciate it you guys. Willing to pay too
I would like to buy extras please. And if anyone has only taken miso to do this, I would like to hear about it. Please email me milacalvin11@gmail. I will pay today.
Hi
I have extra so email me !!!
Stella2033@hotmail.com email me your address and I can ship I live 5 min. Away from the post office, waiting to hear from you💚
Hi Stella thank you so so much for responding to me 🙂
Ive sent you an email. I appreciate you taking your time to respond
Julie, how far along were you and did you only take miso? Or did you take a mife before you inserted the miso?
Hey everyone. My process is done and it was very quick. It’s 1:50pm here. I started this morning at 8. By 8:30 I started feeling light cramps which continued until i fell asleep. By 10, I was feeling chills and very tired so I fell asleep. I woke up at 12:30 to the most excruciating pain in the world. I was having contractions AND abdominal cramps. I went to the bathroom to go pee. As soon as I made it to the bathroom, I felt a pop. When I sat down, some clear fluid was leaking, but not much, and there was no blood. Afterwards I vomited. But it wasn’t bad. Since I wasn’t bleeding, I went and opened 4 more miso at 12:45. When I tried to insert one, I felt an obstruction in my vagina. I gave a light push, then there was a HUGE pop and splash. My water had completely broken. A few seconds later, blood started dripping out. I sat on the toilet, and the baby came out quickly, but was just hanging by the cord. So I got in the tub and let the baby hang as I tried to push the placenta out. The baby actually ended up just detaching from the placenta. It seems that right after the baby came out, I was relieved of all pain for a little bit. So I laid down because I was weak and lightheaded. After a while of laying down, intense cramps started again. I passed clots in the toilet and I’m not sure if the placenta ever came out. Every few minutes, I feel intense cramps and stuff gushing out. So, I only ended up using 4 pills, and the process took 4.5 hours to start. Right now I’m tired, thirsty and in pain. So, I’ll check back with y’all later.
And btw, I ordered from AllDayChemist
Tea-Bag, did you only use miso? Or did you take a mife before the miso?
I’m looking for miso please. Some of my posts don’t post for days for some reason and some post instantly! The last post I made about looking for miso never posted. If you have extra, please email me. milacalvin11@gmail.com
Mya, I took only miso.
Tea I think that’s what I will do too. I’m not very far along!
Tea-bag, please contact Mwalumba about the extras that you have!
❤️❤️ We’re all in this together, let’s keep the success stories going for other women! ❤️❤️
After refreshing the browser, I am just now seeing all these new comments!
Tea-bag, I am so happy that your process was a success and you’re doing fine!
Stella, thanks for reaching out to Mwalumba ❤️❤️
11weeks+1 day
2:55 pm – started proccess vaginally inserting 4 200mg miso and dawned a maxi pad and my hubby’s boxers for comfort.
3:19 pm – very mild cramps. Can’t seem to get warm 🙁 took a cornish hen out to thaw for dinner then laid down to take a nap.
3:44 pm – still up not sure if I will get to sleep. Cramps getting surprisingly worse quickly. Got up to make two hot water bottles to lay against tummy and back and grabbed a mini trashcan just in case I got nauseous.
4:27 contraction began. Bearable cramps in between… And so many chills. A bit nauseous but not much.
4:59 contractions eased considerably. Able to get some rest. Still no blood.
5:50 pm- contractions started back coming every 15 second and lasting 10 seconds.
6:28 pm – had diarrhea so Slow walked to the toilet. Afterwards when I wiped saw a bit of brownish/red spotting. It has begun! Yikes!
6:40 threw up while on the toilet. Pretty violent I might add for about three minutes. Flushed the poo and continued to sit cause I simply didn’t want to move with all the cramps.
6:49 pm – one major contraction which I gritted my teeth and then my water popped. Seconds later the baby followed. I dug him from the toilet with gloves and put him in the sink. Still hadn’t started my second Round of miso so it was done with just 4 pills. Just like that it was over. Continued to sit on the toilet to wait for the placenta to follow which I assumed must be coming.
6:56 pm – placenta dropped into the toilet. I was still cramping but considerably better. Sat there a moment in awe and wondered why I wasn’t as sad as last night when I thought about aborting it. Honestly the releif that it was over got the better of me.
7:15 pm – got off the toilet, cleaned up, washed the baby and saw it was a boy. Said sorry, prayed for him then wrapped him up in a wet wipe and flushed him because I live in an apartment and had no plant to bury him in.
8:35 pm – still cramping but feeling a million times better. Took two Advils and Made hot water bottles and laid down truly exhausted. Can’t believe just four pills did it for me at 11 weeks. It was a quick proccess. Tried to take detailed notes. Came back later and filled in my emotions etc. Good luck to the ladies who are going through this process in the future. I’m so grateful I could do it at home in private and now that I’m recounting the event I’m now sad. Not exactly regreting but definitely sad. I did want to see him grow into a fully functional newborn but I couldn’t take the strain of three kids right now. For the sake of his memory I will have a third baby one day and who knows, maybe his little spirit will come back to me. Thanks a ton to the one who gave me the pills in the first place. You’re a freaking angel!
Sorry if this posts twice. Didn’t see it the first time and wanted to be sure to share.
Has anyone else experienced any milk coming in after termination? I’m actually hoping that I do get milk because I already have a young one who I stopped breastfeeding due to complications. But I really want to start again.
Tea-bag, I didn’t experience any milk afterwards. In previous comments one of the women said that she had milk to come in!
Thanks for the feedback Ericka. I heard it could take a few days, so I’m drinking nursing support tea and beer to see if I can establish a supply.
Teabag im happy your process went well for you. Thanks for going into detail about everything too. How far along were you? If you dont mind me asking
I have been reading through the comment thread here and I love the willingness to help everyone else out. It makes this horrible process a bit easier to read about other women who have experienced it. If anyone has any extra miso I would be very interested in buying them! I am skeptical of the other sites I have found. 😕
I’m so thankful that I found this site and have read all the comments. It’s nice to see other women who have gone through the same thing.
Is there anyone that has any extra miso? I am hesitant to buy from AllDayChemist and if any of y’all have any I would appreciate it!
I am not for sure if my comments are being published, so I will try again. My email is happystars09@yahoo.com if anyone has any extra miso.
Wow KK only 4 miso at 11 weeks? How are you feeling now though hope youre well
I need to buy pills from somebody this week please help only need two packs
Email me please laqueshacochran@gmail.com
Ericka do you still have any extras?
My email is happystars09@yahoo.com!
Hey everyone. Since doing this process last Friday, I am feeling OK. Physically, I’m great. Emotionally, kind of sad but sort of relieved at the same time. We weren’t ready for a 3rd baby, and I currently have a 1 year old. Good news is, I do have breast milk, which my 1 year old hasn’t had since he was 4 months. So I will happily give him breast milk again.
Mwalumba, I was 13 weeks.
Shanae, sorry, no I do not… AllDayChemist is a very legit website, I ordered from there! I just say if you decide to go with them, order early and email a photo id to speed up the process!
Hey Everybody,
Does anyone have any extras leftover? Please email me at natw4612@gmail.com. Willing to pay. I am just still a little hesitant to go with ADC, but will if I have to. Thanks!
Hello,
Anyone have any extra miso they are willing to sell to me? I am in the U.S. and need it quicker than the 7-14 day ETA that daynight healthcare has advised.
Thank you for the reply Ericka. I was able to connect with someone from this page and I ended up ordering from allday as well. I really appreciate the feedback, I’m hoping it will work out.
Hey all, last time I posted on here, September 9th, I had decided to keep the baby. The emotional turmoil of being conflicted to keep it or not is indescribable, I’m sure you all understand. I ended up changing my mind and I’m so relieved that I had the pills. September 13th I made the decision and started the process. It worked and I am finally coming to the end of my bleeding. I am eternally grateful for this site and so glad that I found it. It makes me so happy to see all us women having each other’s backs in these hard times. Much love to all of you and good luck with your processes ❤️
Hugs Sierra! I’m glad things worked out for you. I understand the conflict inside quite a bit. At this point in my own life I can’t just wing it and I have to be completely practical.
I went and got pregnancy Medicaid and I’ll be calling my doctor Monday to have my tubes tied. I have 2 months to have that done before I lose the insurance.
My package from aidaccess finally got here yesterday (took over a month, but that isn’t their norm) and I took the mife yesterday and I’m going to do the miso tonight after my kids are all in bed.
The mifeprex knocked me on my butt and I was so sick today so I’m really worried how the miso is going to go.
I had 3 zofran and used one today and I’ll use another tonight. I seriously suggest for anyone to try to have 1 or 2 on hand, especially if they are going to do the misoprostol in their mouth (30 minutes before you do the misoprostol) so you don’t throw up.
Aid access is legit. Their typical time is 10-14 days. Mine just got held by customs for quite some time which can happen occasionally.
I’m very thankful for this site as well. There’s nothing quite like it anywhere else.
Shanae, I’m glad that someone else on here was able to help you!
Sierra, we all know that feeling all too well! I’m glad that everything worked out for you and you’re doing good ❤️
CC- hope your process is successful. Please update afterwards! 🤗
So what comes with your order from aidaccess is 1 mifeprex, 8 miso, a signed prescription in your name. The package does say personal medicaion/sample. I paid $100 at a western Union pay station in person so I didn’t have to use my card. I did have to field questions from the cashier that I wasn’t being scammed and I lied and said I know the person I was sending money to.
I then took pictures of the receipt and emailed it to aidaccess as a reply to a previous email.
You do have to sign for the package. So use your correct name.
In my state there’s no law about a doctor watching you take the mifeprex or about receiving the medication or taking it alone.
My state has excellent laws, it’s a blue state. But I live in a red county and there are no providers of the medication here. I have 3 kids and can’t just take off across the state to a clinic. So I am very thankful I found aidaccess.
*Okay so my process is done.
Took the miso around midnight. Went to bed because I felt sick and mildly crampy.
Woke up at 5 am badly cramping and starting to bleed.
Contractions we’re close together and hard.
Around 5:45 I felt a pop and some fluid.
6 am passed the baby.
This was much faster though more painful that when I did this in the past at around 5 weeks, and I bled much less. I now realize I was hemorrhaging when I did this the first time and I was sickly/anemic for weeks afterwards. And lucky considering I did not seek medical treatment.
I highly advise for everyone to get on whatever order you’re going to do as fast as possible so you can do this as early as possible. I would be 10 weeks tomorrow and a fetus is pretty developed though tiny (2 inches?) At that stage.
I’ll be making an appointment to have my tubes tied ASAP so I’m never in this position again.
My birth control and backups failed and put me here.
I wish all of you ladies well <3
Hey ladies. I’m coming to you all with a rather disturbing update. As you know, I started my process on Friday, Sept 14th. I had passed the fetus but wasn’t sure if the placenta had passed or not. Well it’s been a week and I just got home from the ER. I’ve been bleeding every day since last Friday, and it has decreased some, and I thought I was ok. A few days ago, I noticed a foul, septic smell coming from the blood that was still coming out and I was having lower abdominal pain as well as lower back pain. I could put on a fresh pad, and still the smell was just terrible. I’m letting you all know now, that during my period, and every other time, I’m very conscious about my vaginal health and never have I EVER smelled a bad odor. In fact, my guy doesn’t mind sex while on my period because he doesn’t even notice it. Sorry if that’s tmi, but I’m just letting you all know that the foul smell wasn’t because of poor hygiene. I went to the hospital today….Well technically yesterday since it’s technically almost 4 in the morning on Saturday. Turns out there was still products of conception stuck in my cervix. I’m betting it was the placenta. The doctor used a speculum to pry me open, and these tong-like things to go in and pull chunks of stuff out. The pain was so bad, I was crying. The. They gave me a shot of Fentanyl which didn’t really help until later. Then, the doctor checked my cervix, and saw that the bleeding had slowed and that my cervix was starting to close. Then, I had to have 7 misoprostol pills shoved up my ass. She said there was no way I could take them orally. Idk why. But she said although my cervix is closing, they want to do the misoprostol just in case there’s anything in my uterus. They’d said that with the transvaginal ultrasound, it was hard to tell whether or not there was anything in my uterus. So, since I have 7 miso pills in my ass, it’s like I’m going through the process all over again. At some point, I will have horrible cramps and bleeding, but the good news is, I have been prescribed Norco. So let this be a lesson to you ladies….Complications happen. And honestly, my guilt makes me feel like I deserve this anyway. If you notice anything wrong, go to the ER ASAP because this could kill you like it could’ve killed me had I waited longer.
Teabag,
Thank you for being a person to share this experience in have something to share too.
No, you didn’t deserve this, and this actually happened to me to. I was way to embarrassed to share on here and none of my friend other than the people that read on here know about the entire process at all…
Let me tell you because I kept the procedure a secret from my significant other because I don’t think he and I are ready for baby #4, (my 1st was a stillborn other 2 healthy)…..
He will not for long enough to stay off me to actually get on birth control *deep breath*,
I need you to know what ever our situation is our decision is our decision and it’s ok for the outcome to be what it became, I won’t ever judge.
The day or second day after doing the passing of the fetus I started feeling lower back and abdominal pain and heat and slight fever and overall not well feeling. What passed wasn’t red blood anymore it was brown and smelled like death (legit I have no other description)it smelled through my clothes I smelled it Walden I bent over I went to work and I was in the bathroom every hour….
I took ibuprofen and knew very well that going septic could easily kill me but my shame kept me from seeking help. I even took more miso in hopes of spitting out the remains.
I gambled and let the pain and everything continue for a week, my last abortion it smelled like that for a day and I passed a really weird something really smelly (propably a chunk that was left behind) either way it was gone and cleared up.
Not this time.
I continued to pass clots and other stringy remains I douched with water diluted peroxide and more hot water. Eventually my blood became lighter and the smell passed (went away) now I started an entire period of normal bleeding. I’m exhausted still and propably not all well but I’m trying my best to care for me
As for others please seek help immediately had I gone septic (infection spread through my body) I would have had bigger complications.
Teabag 😣😢 *hugs*
I’m glad you were open to share, the same thing happened to me, during my second time, just a few weeks back, I ended up voiding the fetus I believe but this second time went much faster and I also started the process with mife.
The next or second day I noticed bleeding that smelled awful, like dead flesh. It smelled through my clothes, I felt pain in my abdomen and would apply heat and take ibuprofen.
No one knows I did an abortion. Not even my significant other 🤐😕
We have 2 already and I wasn’t going to stick it out no way. He doesn’t stay off me and the doctor even said I needed to get birth control but he (my man) doesn’t give a damn, besides he expects it.
It became concerning to me that I felt unwell and I know this could have killed me not only from reading it but the women online that helped me (aidaccess.org) warned me to contact them if I have complications yet…
I didn’t.
I was too ashamed and scarred (I literally would have rather passed out at work which could have been even worse as I work construction)
I worked through a week smelling like the worst thing ever and feeling terrible and weak and disoriented I even tried to get an appt. With my ob but owe money so I couldn’t be seen.
I passed a few pieces of rotten tissue through this week and I think that’s what kept me from getting better. I think it might have been placenta. A week went by and just now stopped bleeding normal blood.
Tea-Bag and Stella, I’m so glad that you women decided to share that part of your story. I’m happy that you two are doing better! ❤️
Thanks, Ericka. It’s important for women who do this process know that these complications are very real.
Stella, *hugs back* you and I are in similar sitiations. My significant other didnt know i was going to terminate. As hard as it was, I told him the truth about what I’d done, the same day I did it. He was very hurt because he’s pro-life. But i believe in honesty, even if that means losing a person I care about. But I have many reasons why I made this decision and went behind his back. The biggest part of it is because I felt like we dont have a stable relationship. We have a lot of problems and 2 kids already. We have a 1 year old and I didnt want to end up in a bad spot, and left alone, jobless, raising 2 babies and a 6 year old. This past Friday, the 21st, I asked him to drop me off at the hospital. He insisted that he come along with me. Although he was angry with me, he was still there. He stayed in the room, and held my hand when i yelled and cried as the doc was performing the procedure to remove the rotting stuff inside me. He was there and endured the rotting smell. He never left me alone. Of course when the doc left, he said that he doesnt feel bad for me and that this my fault. But i ubderstand where he was coming from…..This shit was so hard to deal with. But I’m glad it’s over. He and I have gotten into huge fights about it, but every day that passes, things seem to get just a bit better. Sorry for the lengthy response. It seems that most women get on here looking for pills. But when they do their procedure, they disappear. Nobody talks about the emotional stuff, or any complications. And I think it’s beneficial to do that for all the women on this site.
Oh and i fogot to mention that although I had 7 misoprostol shoved up my ass, i dont think they did anything. I had light cramping. And I’ve had light bleeding, but thats it. Im pretty sure that even without the miso, I’d be bleeding anyway. And as soon as i left the hospital Friday, i noticed that my blood no longer had a dead flesh smell. So as of today, theres not much blood, and no bad smell. No pain. And im feeling 100%. Oh and I did have pain in my ass until today. I was prescribed Norco which did help A LOT.
Teabag, your significant other sounds like he doesn’t respect your decisions and thank goodness opportunities like these exist, men don’t feel any of these pains, half the time they can not connect to our reasoning anyways or act blind.
Mine suffers from mental problems so even if he thinks he is fine we fight most of the time and I am very much in the same position as you as i have 2 children and the house we live in is his and he threatens to kick me out all the time. My 7 year old daughter actually taunts me and tells me dad is going to leave me. So yeah I didn’t feel like putting another human into this world (to be miserable) would be the right decision.
After all of this 2 of these procedures this year inthink I’m going to seek counseling if I can squeeze it in with 40 he. Workweek and 2 children. Something has to give.
Teabag I’m glad we are both physically ok🤔 my first born was born still and died in my stomach a few days before birth which caused the same smell. I know how it feels to be surrounded by hospital personell and feeling miserably in pain, hopeless and sick, it gets a little better especially since the smell and pain subsides…
Blessings..
Damn, Stella. I feel where you’re coming from. I’ve always been independent and always the one pulling all the weight. Back in May I lost my car, and had no way to get to work. Then to make it worse, at some point I found out I was pregnant. My significant other got a good job with a good wage. I get 60% pay from my job, but that’s run out and it didnt cover all the bills anyway. This place is in my name, because I moved in without him. But eventually i let him move in with me because he had no job and nowhere to go. So I’ve been dependent on him. And along with all of our problems and fighting, he has threatened to leave me while pregnant, so I’d have to find somewhere for my pregnant ass, a 1 year old, and 6 year old to live. I told him that was a part of the reason for termination as well. But he’s so pro-life, he doesnt think there is ANY reason to terminate a pregnancy and he said he was never going to leave. Well how the hell am I supposed to know that fir sure?!. There is a lot of instability and uncertainties in this relationship. And thats unfair to me. But at the same time, because I do respect his beliefs, I understand why hes so angry and I dont argue when he says certain things, because everything I say is seen as an excuse. He acts like this was easy for me. As if i feel no guilt!. He has it in his mind that i just so easily “flushed our baby.” And it wasnt even like that at all. I cried. I held the baby. I kissed it. I told it i was sorry. And yeah I did end up flushing it, but not until HOURS after I had it resting in my room. That was HARD for me. But i didnt know what else to do. Imagine me telling him that the baby is in our room, and that we need to figure out what to do with it. I was just so backed into a corner and was so worried about how I was even going to tell him what I’d done…..But yeah, we are doing a bit better as the days go by. Time heals all wounds. Tomorrow Im making an appt for birth control so this never happens again.
Honoestly, sometimes I wonder if whether or not it would have been better if I had lied to my significant other and told him it was a miscarriage. I know he would have believed me, because I have a great track record as far has honesty. But I decided that this was something he deserved to k ow, and that honesty is the best course of action. Even though it has caused us even more strain, I feel like it’s fair to give a person the option to be with me despite whatever I do. When i told him, he said that was the nail in the coffin. Yet here he is, and he’s not going anywhere. As I said before, he was there for me in the hospital when I told him to just drop me off. He’s hurt. He’s angry. But still here. With those of you ladies who are struggling with the guilt of your partner not knowing, I suggest being honest, no matter what the outcome will be. We are all already suffering from the guilt of terminating a pregnancy. Dont make it worse by hiding it from your partner. But if course, that all depends on the situation you’re in with your partner.
Wow teabag.. after I passed the fetus the placenta didn’t come out. So I waited 5 days there was light bleediing but I knew I didn’t pass everything so I took 1 miso and the next day more clots cane out and the placenta was half way out my vag. So from 6 I’m the am untill like 1140ish I was in the shower( I put a chair in there for comfort) and trying to push and pull it out with my hand. When I finally got it out I felt relief, but when I tried to step out the tub I passed out..im not sure how long I was gone but I woke up, pulled myself out and crawled to my bed I informed my boyfriend who came straight home when I didn’t pick the phone up cause I feel asleep after he told me not too.. since then I’ve have a little more bleeding and clots came out but now the bleeding has stopped and I’m no longer wearing super pads just light days but nothing is there.. the next day I tried to go to work and I have to constantly take a break..good thing I work for a union lol. Butt yes ladies if you don’t see everything especially if you had to cut the cord and the placenta did not pass wait three days and take one more miso to clear everythingg out.. I’m glad I didn’t have to go to the er even tho my boyfriend was ready to call the ambulance. He thought it was a natural miscarriage..but I knew.. I had really bad HG hypremis gravituirm which had me stuck in bed vomiting for two months like I couldn’t do anything I was miserable include cook for my kids or clean my house like I needed to even if I drunk water or ginger ale I threw it all back up..i had nothing left and I think i lost 10lbs or more, but I had to end the pregnancy it was just better for me. Now I’m back working and making money and I feel so much better about life..
Can you guys share the websites you got your misoprostol from, how long they took to arrive, forms of payment used like credit card, money order, etc.
Tea-bag and Stella, I’m glad you women are sharing this information. I was literally on an emotional roller coaster during my pregnancy and after my process but I was able to understand why I was feeling that way! I did inform the father that I was pregnant and I informed him that I had “misccarried” also; his actions let me know that I had made the right decision. I didn’t have any complications just the normal bleeding that happens when you give birth…
I have been trying to order from aid access and from adc. Aid access won’t take my prepaid card for some reason and neither will adc. I have 45$ on my paypal that I can pay someone today for at least 8 miso. Please please help me. bessadams445@gmail.com
Grace, I did think to take more miso, but I was afraid and so drained from the first time. During this pregnancy, I struggled with extreme mornibg sickness. I lost weight. I couldnt keep a thing down, not even water. I was also suffering from depression. I struggled to care for ny kids, my home, and myself. To make it worse, my partner was mean about it. He accused me of being lazy, even though he saw me barfing every day and not eating. Smh. Since the process, I’ve rearranged my entire house, and things STAY clean. He did apologize for not realizing how pregnancy and depression effected how i took care of things.
Liza, I ordered from alldaychemist. It took 3 weeks from the day i placed the order, and I used debit.
Ericka, you’re so lucky that things went so smoothly. I just hope none of us have to experience this again.
Does anyone have any extra miso? I’d be willing to pay! I placed an order on AllDayChemist on 9/17 and even though I’m around 4 weeks… I’m anxious to get it over with and unsure how long they’ll take to arrive (they’ve shipped). I can help whoever out once the ones I ordered arrive.
Teabag. You and me were suffering through HG it’s a real medical condition during pregnancy. I too have rearrange my home clean under sinks and tubs and tolits I’m cooking dinner and breakfast I was going stir crazy in the house because I couldn’t move. I tried working and the sun made me barf and hide in my car to sleep. I was also viewed as lazy and that I was faking it cause it sounded like I was doing to much throwing up smh I tell you men dont know the half of it. My home would have been a mess when the baby arrived because sweeping the floors is all he was doing I found myself making dinner in bed cause when trying to stand I was light headed and body body was just tired. I’m just glad it’s over.